when you always planned to die young, end your life, there is no backup plan. so when you don’t die, you’re just lost. an adult with no goals, no aspirations, no drive. i have no real skills or education. i am passionate about nothing other than my illness. its just nothingness

i will be underweight by december i will be underweight by december i will be underweight by december i will be underweight by december i will be underweight by december

fighting for my fucking life against these binge urges rn 🫠