i'm having a very bad time it's been a very hard summer i miss my cat and i feel very alone

i give up, i'm so tired. i'm so so tired of everything

rip to my sex drive i haven't felt its presence in weeks

i don't think i've ever felt this alone

why am i so disposable

lol wanna die

i cut my bangs too short 😬😬😬😬😬

i wish people had the same energy for calling out rubberists who don't work with/photograph fat people as they do for rope tops who don't tie fat people 🙃

still bitter about teaching my ex all about erotic hypnosis just to have them never do it with me and only do it with their other partner who they spent all their time with lol

love to be thinking about my break ups again !! so cool and fun to relive those feelings of being unwanted jfk stop

forever unwanted ✌️

like yes now that i'm not smoking or vaping i can breathe better and don't have random coughing fits but like at what cost

it's that time of the month where i just want to fucking die i don't want to exist anymore

feeling like i spiral into an emotional breakdown on the daily just to have to pick myself up and function over and over is so fucking exhausting

i actually don't think we are at the point where cishet men can say f*ggot and d*ke 🤷‍♀️ despite how many 'queer friends' these brooklyn white men supposedly have, that is not for you

tfw you google the weird symptoms you're feeling and it says you have heart failure

seeing your ex's name out of nowhere and still feeling like you're being punched in the gut 🥲