trying v hard to not be excited for get my hopes up so i dnt get disappointed

not me feeling anxious because a photographer is taking our pictures at work today and my insecurities r popping out

i just had the most real and terrifying nightmare ever what the duck

i got the biggest compliment at work today regarding my design skills i’m so proud of myself

the amount of pain i’m in rn because of my cramps has me considering taking myself to the hospital while there’s a cd dam pandemic that’s how bad this is

i’m so miserable honestly not being able to go out or see my friends or some family members

this pain is not ok

i need to work on my trust issues

my car just broke so i can’t drive cool cool cool cool cool

i feel very dissociative

this guy i been talking to asked me to come over and i can’t because my cars broken and not driveable and i asked if he wanted to watch a movie together on ft and his response was “ I’m drunk and needed you. I’m good have a goodnight” ............................ okay

i attract clowns

n to put the icing on the cake he sent me a snap saying “oops” n he’s at some house and it looks like a whole couples party :)))) i’m the clown

it’s scary how i can cut people out n feel no ways

merry xmas happy holidays ❤️

dying half my hair pink

i feel like every few months i look like a diff version of me

my heart is officially broken

i jus want someone tht i can call up when i’m high n b like “baaaaaby”

i wish someone would be as happy and excited to see me as my dog is when i come home