how i feel after telling my family i wanna be a chef just so they give me the full recipe of the home cooked meal we just ate (i just wanna log my cals)

alcohol cals don't count because I always end up throwing it all

I binge last night and today I weight 200g less????

ed brain lovesss making restriction seem like it was the greatest and most comforting thing ever as if i wasn’t constantly miserable and tired and depressed

edtwt propaganda im not falling for; dry fasts.

10k run today

I think I wanna mantain this weight for a while, I don't want to reach a severely underweight bmi and get complications

bmi 16.0 bc

i hate slow walkers

I eat 1.7k cals today, kms

“if you’re hungry eat an apple, if you don’t want the apple you’re not hungry” but i always want an apple

im so tiredd

Running in summer is so awful... even if I go early the heat is horrible

i want to recover but by recover i mean drop to my ugw and then maintain that weight for the rest of my life

"you're so funny" thanks! i weigh myself first thing every morning after i pee, no clothes, no apple watch, and before a single drop of water touches my body