doctor can’t skip a single meal or im getting a tube fr this time i’m scared i don’t want to gain but i’ve almost been here two weeks and god i just want to go home 😭

they said i need to start gaining before they’ll think abt letting me leave maybe i can just loose it all again when i’m home

i just want to go home bro

guys i think i have to recover 😖 i rly don’t think i have a choice atp there’s nothing i can do to avoid it i either have to eat or get an ng either way i’m gonna gain all the weight back

had a weigh in today and haven’t gained!! it looks like a have though and i’m not loosing either 💔

bcs at bmi 12.6 i think

fourth week of hospitalisation 💔 i wanna go home now this isn’t fun anymore

anyone from england here?

anyone here been to oxford inpatient unit?

i’m gonna be doing out patient treatment at an ed unit once i’m discharged from hospital, if anyone’s done day patient before pls share your experience 🙏🙏

has anyone here done day patient treatment? specifically in the uk? i’m starting soon and im so nervous 😖

bmi 13 and still not ‘severe’ enough for ip 💔

weekly weigh in and i’m still in the bmi 13s after a month in hospital 💪💪💪

best ana fr (they’re gonna tube me)

going crazy trying to figure out the cals in hospital food 💀

nope i’m done trying to get better i can’t do it anymore i don’t want it i feel sm worse and i look so bad i can’t