lies⠀⠀、tell me lies⠀⠀、baby⠀⠀、tell me how you hate me｡｡｡

hold my heart⠀⠀、it's beating for you anyway｡

i think of you in bed⠀⠀、your tongue half chocolate⠀⠀、half ocean｡｡｡｡

god⠀⠀、i hate myself for still wanting more｡

but i'm a million different people from one day to the next｡

please don’t go⠀⠀、i’ll eat you whole⠀⠀、i love you so｡

crawl inside this body - find me where i am most ruined⠀⠀、love me there｡

trouble is⠀⠀、i love better at a distance｡

still love remained — a Love⠀⠀、chastened and sad⠀⠀、with drooping wings and somewhat doubting smile — yet it was love｡

the one you love and the one who loves you are never⠀⠀、ever the same person｡

i wish i was special｡

then they became not friends⠀⠀、nor enemies⠀⠀、just strangers with memories｡

sorry i'm not made of sugar⠀⠀、am i not sweet enough for you ｡ᐣ

tripping out⠀⠀、spinning around｡｡ underground⠀⠀、yeah⠀⠀、i fell down｡｡

perhaps for that very reason⠀⠀、i adored her all the more⠀⠀、because of the eternal human stupidity of pursuing those who hurt us the most｡

you don't know the half of the abuse｡

my body is a dead language⠀⠀、and you pronounce each word perfectly｡

you weren't the first⠀⠀、or the last⠀⠀、or the worst｡

always an angel⠀⠀、never a god｡