I need to sleep. But I am so worried that something will happen if I do and I won't hear my phone. I know my mom is ok. But I'm so worried

😞

I work in CS and deal with people all the time. So I know this time of year sucks. But my patience has worn so very thin.

Spoiled

She's so cute

We lost Lucy girl in August... and on Monday- sweet Bristol will be joining her over the rainbow bridge. I fucking hate it here.

Welp.

Only a couple more days. I can do this.

Welp. Tomorrow ends my nearly 6 and a half years at my job. I have learned a lot. Grown a lot. And also lost a lot of myself and my confidence. I am determined to get that back and stand on my own worth.

My heart

Enough. Please.