how does one deal with seeing your childhood idols grieve your other childhood idol?

It's terrifying. We are mourning Liam that's been a part of our lives for 14 years but also feeling pain for Louis who lost another family member, Zayn who didn't manage to fully reconnect with L before he was gone, Harry whose words sound like he regrets not saying ILY more and-

it’s crazy how people heard the news about liam and moved on with their lives almost immediately, meanwhile i’m stuck in this weird haze where i forget about it for a few minutes and then i remember and it feels like a knife to the chest again

i love you forever

this was actually insane. liam’s tattoo showed up in the sky as soon as we let go of the lantern we all signed. he came by to see his dallas memorial

thank you so much for the beautiful sticker!! jelly! 🐹 shop: lacelria.square.site #OneDirection #1d

i made sabrina carpenter stickers and am giving them away at the atlanta show tomorrow!! section 219 row L seats 3 & 4 ♡ Sabrina Carpenter Team Sabrina 🐾 it would be so awesome if i was upgraded 🥹💕

hi

Happy birthday to jelly! 🐹 !!!! ✿•*`¨*`•.¸✯✿•*`¨*`•.¸✯✿•*`¨*`•.¸✯ #pixelart #ドット絵 #jellyillu

happiest happiest birthday to jelly! 🐹 ~~~ hope you have loveliest birthday and also a fun time in Asia >w<

people wishing me a happy birthday on his fund i’m fricking crying 😭!!

thank you sooo so much for the contribution towards the Paris Hilton Reversible Bamboo Cutting Board and Cutlery Set with Matching High Carbon Stainless Steel Knives, Blade Guards, Sleek , Anonymous !!! ♡ ( ´ ˃̣̣̥//////˂̣̣̥` ୨୧) throne.com/lacelria #Wishlist #Throne

THANK YOU so much for fully funding the Paris Hilton Reversible Bamboo Cutting Board and Cutlery Set with Matching High Carbon Stainless Steel Knives, Blade Guards, Sleek Yet Comfortable Hand from my wishlist!!!! auauauu （┬┬＿┬┬）♡ throne.com/lacelria #Wishlist #Throne

BUS 1 FOR LIFE !!!

JELLLYYYyy ... im always do happy to see you every twitchcon 😭🩷 thank you for being so sweet jelly! 🐹 !!!!!!

my sticker sheet from jelly! 🐹 came in today!!! im so happy, its the cutest ever PLS PLS PLS go check them out 🤍✨️ proceeds go to his fund!