he’s not real. he’s not real— he was NEVER real, he was never here to help.

⠀ hiccups . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ‘ umm — anything smothered in chocolate . or ice cream . god , i love ice cream. ‘ dreamy little sigh as they step in .. looming over the smallest back. trailing after . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ‘ I’m like that rash you can’t get rid of. ‘ soft sounding giggles slip past as he turns into a quieter street . ‘ casual it is . how do you feel about .. arcade , maybe ? ‘⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ early morning walk’s .. couldn’t sleep. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ‘ I can’t promise to go easy on you — I do like to win. ‘ biting down on bottom brim , trying to to stop cheeks from hurting due to smiling too much. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀do it . ❨ * 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒎𝒆 . ❩ I dare you .

⠀ grasping at readers cheeks . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ sneezes . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ appears behind . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ hope’s she get’s ill . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ begins tilting his head .. throwing up a peace sign . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ scoff . lying isn’t a good look . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ should i not be ? ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ a smile began to spread as they bounced over .. arms moving to cross over chest. waiting. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ‘ stuck with exams — wasn’t very enjoyable . ‘ the smile clings to him as they began waltzing over . digits reaching to brush stray locks . ‘ where have you been hiding ? ‘⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

pretty boyfriend

i pour alcohol into the gaping hole inside my chest. it does not heal. not today. maybe tomorrow.