can’t restrict low enough, can’t fast long enough, can’t exercise hard enough, can’t walk enough, can’t lose weight quick enough, cant be enough for this disorder, can’t be enough for me

does anyone know when it gets better

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when all of a sudden i feel like everyone hates me and im never enough and ill never be loved

might be spiralling again i hate this i hate everything

need brands to stop these kinds of advertising 🫤🫤 i had this appear as an ad on my ig feed and i felt so triggered and upset

How it feels actively knowing you're an inconvenience away from a mental breakdown and you can't do anything about it

felt nauseous and sick and all i did was gag at the toilet bowl like three times and nothing came out and i still feel sick 🫩🫩🫩 this is what having a nonexistent gag reflux does

somehow doing better mentally but im the worst ive ever been physically so that makes me worse mentally and it becomes a cycle and i lowkirkenuinely just want to kms

my lw vs my cw is.. truly humbling 🫩

might be a dumb question but if u drank alcohol and threw it all up are the alcohol cals digested already or nah

was she always this tiny..???? the ribs and thigh gap oh my god

having an eating disorder will have you believing everyone around you has one

breakfast 🥞 hotcakes with yogurt and strawberries! 350~ cals

in china for vacation rn and people have complimented me for being skinny 😵‍💫😵‍💫 even the tour guide commented on my waist /pos raaaaahhhh

Anyone else okay for a few days and then start to lose your mind again or just me