eating & then the regret & guilt starts settling in

college application time i should be a productive member of society if im gonna be in forced recovery

every seat in this godforsaken place smells like expired ensure 😐 cause god forbid u don't finish ur snack u get 700 fkn calories worth of ensure plus and ain't nobody gonna stand for that shit so they just throw it lmao

tell me my weight tell me how many calories u are feeding me here PLEASE please i am going insane not knowing and insurance will kick me out if i don't eat please don't make me gain

someone is screaming i love this place 😐 we get confined to our rooms like 3 times a day cause someone is crashing out

Being so big backed so I can get tf out of inpatient ughhhh they increased my meal plan already and I have to force it down and they're gonna increase it AGAIN GR but at least they're gonna start showing me my weight soon so I can obsess over that on twitter again

i can lose it again when I get out I can lose it again when I get out I can lose it again when I get out

when the freak are they gonna let me out of this hell ive been eating like 100% of what they give me and it's like week 3 LET ME OUT FREE ME

bro I am 123lbs and they want to WEIGHT RESTORE ME what the FUCK i am literally BMI 24 rn be so fucking for real

next week next week next week I am free aaaaasaaa

you’re a real handful, aquarius.

aquarius, you'll meet your future husband at your lowest point.

okay this time it's actually next week... discharging into being homeless cause insurance won't pay anymore yayyyyy how fun im homeless and my mother stole all my money. at least I'll be skinny cause I can't eat lmao

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

sitting in the train station waiting for my train I'm freeeeeeeeee

not little anymore 💔 but also not homeless i’m moving into my apartment on monday yay