>> holler. Now, nights are back to be death silent. Like always. @RaeOfBlack is retaking her life, she got a job, Sue helps her take care >>

>> of the kids and I do too. I've become uncle Jay for both of them, even though at times Kwoli calls me daddy and I dont have a heart to >>

>> explain him one more time that I am his uncle. Not his father. I even can recite his response. "Well, you've been there. That makes >>

>> you my daddy." I just laugh at his innocense. And princess Kiki? She is gorgeous and all mine. God I love that girl with my life. I >>

>> feel overprotective for her. @RaeOfBlack says that when she grows up, between me and Kwoli, Kiki's boyfriends will be fucked up. And >>

>> I'll make sure that will happen. @RaeOfBlack scars are healing. Everything is a process. It takes time. A long of time. I've been >>

>> trying to keep myself busy as fuck to avoid thinking of Mrs Kimberly Cameron. Since the day she vanished, I never stopped looking for her. >>

>> I ran through states, forests, cities, and I just couldnt find her. It was like Mrs Kimberly Cameron became a mist. I traveled up Volterra >>

>> with some of the leeches to implore for Mrs Kimberly Cameron safe return home but none of my efforts ever worked. I cried endless nights >>

>> begging for whoever looks at us from heaven, to bring Mrs Kimberly Cameron my wife back. I didnt care how much would it took or what did I >>

>> have to give, I would never stop looking for Mrs Kimberly Cameron. Ever. Not until blood runs through my veins. Not until my heart gets cold >>

>> from death. I got what nobody else had, hope. This year waiting, searching, investigating took a toll on me. Physically and mentally >>

>> as well. I couldnt take Mrs Kimberly Cameron put of my mind, I was at the verge of driving crazy. I thought about suicide countless times. >>

>> Thinking about it made me have hope to see Mrs Kimberly Cameron again. I cried my eyes put when time keeps paasing and her scent was swiped >>

>> away. I couldnt smell Mrs Kimberly Cameron flowery scent, I couldnt find her belongings, all of hers, smelled like me. Not her scent. Not >>

>> what I wanted to smell. Slowly, my scars are healing too. But not to the extent to movw on. I dont need to movw on. I dont want to >>

>> movw on either. I want Mrs Kimberly Cameron back home. Thats all I want. She's all I need. Shes my better half. The only thing that it was >>

>> worth. Mrs Kimberly Cameron ia the key to smile again, to believe that love can save everything. Can do anything. Can bring her home. But I >>

>> keep waiting. Hoping. Dreaming. Scars are open until I find the one that could make them heal. Mrs Kimberly Cameron.* End of solo.

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