you ever cut someone off and your whole nervous system just relaxes

how it feels to say "idk" to stuff u actually know but explaining takes efforts

i constantly think of ways to attempt in the most attention seeking way so she’ll see it’s not just my fucking period or hormones and these thoughts and feelings are an active and constant thing i battle with every day

just enough to take me to the hospital

just enough to get me the fucking help i need

a lot of people are mean to me actually like everyone is just overly mean and fucking rude and then act weird when i do get upset and try to pretend its just friends joking like no you make me want to take my life im legit triggered

me doing this right now actually #IHateMansplain

im such. alittle fucking attention seeker bro

wishing id get a message atp

my problem isnt about love or relationships or anything i just wanna be cared about bro

no one has ever expressed their care for me openly for some reason everyone acts like im just a person they deal with am i that bad

The secret to being a private person is to overshare dumb shit so that people think you’re an open book but then not tell them any of the important details of your life

Having a strong sense of justice in a world where nobody gaf

me everyday ever

You could literally be DEPRESSED for MONTHS and the only thing people will notice about you is how easily you get irritated 😭