In that weird spot of getting used to being “manager” again with the upped responsibilities and I’m going. Next day off is Friday (did it to myself so I can go to a dentist appointment without having to change) XD. Excited for what my counterpart & I have planned though

I don’t know why I think I’ll keep going up, because my life always does this…I get super high good feelings and then something plummets me down. I’m good, but lord my anxiety just spiked

When I’m trying to sell something and someone knowingly lowballs (I’m not talking just a little, like way low) on the first offer. Like…did you think I’d accept? WTH? Ex: listing $50 & offered $5 🙃

Had fun at work get together last night! Bingo fun and costumes encouraged. Chilling with coworkers without the stress of work. 😆 and I got to wear Momo for the first time (wig needs work for sure). The way ppl didn’t recognize me for a min.

When things are paying off…slowly. I’m seeing some signs that things are turning around. We shall see and I’m definitely hopeful about it.

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Opening emergency commissions because I am in the negative with funds currently. W/o detail, I needed to pay some legal fees and well, yeah. So, please, any help would be appreciated. docs.google.com/document/d/16-…

Finding out DIG-ROCK has concerts…I’m screaming. Their music is so fire and I’m so happy I stumbled upon them. (Thanks again to Yuma).

To my last post! I saw on Yuma’s Instagram pictures and about died

When family pays for you to go on vacation, it’s srsly love. Getting to go see my loved ones back home is gonna be amazing! I’ll still be doing some things for idol stuff, but excited to just not be “working” for a week

Fresh hair color and fall temps at my grandma’s house. It’s so fun and I love the way this dye turned out.

I’m home, showered, cleaned and did laundry. Am already ready for bed…all I did was mentioned above and helped my mom move decorations down at her house. ?? Why am I so tired? Forcing myself to stay awake so I sleep thru the night…

Saw Wicked: For Good with my mom! Guys, when I tell you I sobbed. And the end shot…I’m not ok. When you go; have tissues.

『あんさんぶるスターズ！！Starry Symphony - Superbloom- 』に本日出演させていただきました。 氷鷹北斗を感じていただける日になれば。と思うので敢えて多くは語りません。 想いを込めてくれたお花達もどうもありがとう。 そしてTrickstarと出会ってくれた全ての皆さんに心からの感謝を。

This is too cute!!!!

So tired from the work day, but overall, a pretty smooth first holiday at my new store auger a crew that 90% of them haven’t worked a holiday before. So eepy~

Someone give me money to commission once again!! 👀

It’s hard to not feel like a total failure, but gonna try to pick my chin up and move forward. can’t change the past, but learn from it I shall