It’s 10 to 9 and my child still isn’t sleeping.. he’s currently sitting in his cot saying ‘meow’ 🙈 I can’t cope

2022 has been shit already

I am a negative person always have been but the one thing i be positive about it ends up with the worst news possible. Life is so cruel 😢😢

A week today my beautiful Nan gained her angel wings- I feel my self sitting there in a daze wanting to wake up from this nightmare. I hope you knew how loved you was because our lives will never be the same, ever. 💗

My head is in the shed with everything going on I only left my phone in lidls freezers today and didn’t realise until I got home 🤯🤯 what a bloody Monday, get me to bed 😩

There is nothing worse than losing your Nan but now my grandfather has dementia and asking who I am and telling me he has lost his wife. Why is life so cruel 😭

Physically and emotionally drained 😩

I often just find my self sitting here thinking about my Nan, it’s been 8 weeks and still don’t feel real that il never see her again 😭

I don’t even know why me and Abby-Rose go to soft play for a catch up. I never even see her😂

I sit here most days and still wishing I would wake up from this nightmare of losing my Nan. Being told that she was medically fit by doctors start of January to then pass on the 23rd of January. I will never ever get my head around it all that’s for sure 😭 miss you my angel 💓

2022 has been the worst year by far and it’s only April 😩

My child has learnt something new and thats picking his nose …. ‘ mam boogie’ whilst giving it to me on his finger 🙈 motherhood is so lovely🤣🤣

when I actually sit down and think of what has happened this year it’s crazy how fast things can change. Can’t wait to see the back of this year.😔

Super proud of my baby for smashing potty training this week. 🥺💙

There is nothing better than hearing Hudson saying 'love you' or 'mam cwtch' you melt my heart my boy 🥺💙

It makes me so sad that my sister has had her phone and money stolen in Zante, the worst thing is she has now lost her last voicemails from my Nan 😭😭 some sad people in this world

Actually can't remember the last time I had a good night sleep 😩

40 days until our family holiday. I cannot wait 😝💙

Sat here watching dogs behaving very badly knowing that will be us soon🤣 god help us 🤦‍♀️

Why can't I sleep at night .. I try so hard to switch off and the littlest of things just keep me awake 😩😩