i feel so insane.. i calculated how many times i’d have to go up and down the stairs to get to 10k steps. i even included the height of the steps 😭

starting elvanse if this doesn’t cure my adhd and make me skinny …

upped my dose and ive lost 2kgs

just ordered a weight loss aid under my father’s email. oops

i have gastroparesis so tbh i can purge hours after binge eating and not gain weight from it but the downside is gastroparesis being fucking painful (thank you ana) ((don’t end up like me this fucking sucks))

am i the only one who just found out about resistance band leggings?? do they work???

my first weigh in today said 51.84kg/114.3lbs and second (immediately after) said 54.83/121.1lbs … i will be ignoring the second one and choose delusion and pretend the first one is the more accurate one

bf hugged me as we were standing in front of a full-body mirror and he said “you’re so tiny” 🥹