hi everyone. i want to share something with you that isn’t related to my voice recovery (which is still going well—i’m improving every day!), but it’s something that’s been weighing heavily on me for a bit. i’ve been debating whether to keep this private, but after giving it a

i wanted to stay secretive about my 2.0 model/design ("true form") until debut so that it'd be more of a surprise but i think it'll be fun to post the art i've commissioned so far over the past 2 years even if the actual debut takes a bit 🫶

😈🩸 #kasykanvas 🎨 ahiru_tokotoko

more updates! firstly, a more detailed update with the gene situation: i do have it, specifically chek2. i got referred to cancer prevention and wellness to come up with a personal care plan for me to help prevent it and reduce my chances of getting it! to clarify, i do NOT have

i had my march 10th appointment, and both my doctor and speech therapist confirmed that i have very limited options at this point. unfortunately, a vocal rest or even a steroid injection would only help inflammation and wouldn’t fix the more physical issues like the cup/saucer

team coming to take me into surgery right now 🫡 vocal surgery arc part 2 let's go

a bit of a late update because i'm still recovering, but i'm out of surgery and have been home since yesterday evening! it took me a bit longer to get out of anesthesia yesterday compared to last time, and i also had to stay at the hospital longer than the previous surgery for

i had my post op appointment on monday and i'm recovering well! no more nodules 😭 i'll see my speech therapist a few more times and my doctor 1 more time in 6 months and that'll be it! my other speech therapist says i should be back recording again in the next 1-2 months, so as

How it feels to love using em dashes and the Oxford comma in 2025

i'm exactly 3 months post-op today and it's also my birthday 🥳 DOUBLE CELEBRATION

voice news i had speech therapy on sep 2nd and they gave me the go-ahead to start recording again, but the sucky part is i was still recovering from being sick when i got the okay 😅 so i have a scope on october 29th to make sure nothing bad happened to my folds + to make sure

my breast MRI came back clear, so no cancer or lumps or anything which is good! mastectomy is now scheduled for october 29th, so my vocal scope had to get moved again to november 12th. also getting this surgery during breast cancer awareness month is pretty ironic 😔✌️

hiii my preventative mastectomy went great yesterday and i'm recovering very well! no complications and i have two drains 😅 i thought i might regret it but nope! i'm 1000% happy i did it! i went from 44% or more risk of getting breast cancer in my lifetime to 1-2% 🥹🩷

GOOD NEWS: I OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM SPEECH THERAPY TODAY 🥹🎉 now i only have to schedule appointments/call if i'm having long term vocal issues that won't go away on their own, request steroids if i have long term swelling for some reason, etc! i still have to take it easy

got my drains removed today and it hurt a little 😭 but i'm free!!! my surgeon accidentally nipped me a couple times with the scissors while snipping off the skin glue grid on my chest, and i was like "ow" and she was like "sorry! well you definitely have sensation" LMAO

• i always wanted to either be an author or voice actress ever since i was little • my online friend fallenshadow made a channel to do asmr roleplays so i was thinking to myself like "uhhh what's this??? seems like a fun way to combine both stories and voice acting" so i made

now that my drains are out i'm seeing how clothes fit my new chest and i actually like it! for years i had to upsize because of my boobs taking up extra space in tops and it sucked 😅 also my surgery notes said my boobs weighed almost 10 pounds!!! like that's INSANE

IT'S DECEMBER 🗣️🗣️🗣️

i'm wearing one of my VERY MANLY vintage nightgowns with my flat chest!!! (this is a joke bc apparently some people think i got a mastectomy bc i want to be a man like i didn't post about my breast cancer risk MULTIPLE TIMES ALL YEAR 😤😤😤)

the nerves in my chest and sides are finally waking up, i only realized bc i had an itch on my side under my arm and went to scratch it and i actually felt the scratching 😭 before today i couldn't feel it and it was literal torture any time i got itchy in the numb areas LMAO