it's been so long since anyone listened to me talk, won't you stay?

hold  him  gently  in  your  hands.  he  has  been  cracked  enough  as  it  is,  and  his  heart  is  more  shattered  than  he  let's  on.

( nc ) the makoto clan already did

( nc . ) actually yeah

meow

i miss my husband

( nc ) woah . . . are we beefing with the same gay boy . . .

you  were  suspicious  of  their  feelings  because  you  had  no  reason  to  love  yourself  —  not  your  body,  not  your  mind.  you  rejected  so  much  gentleness.  what  were  you  looking  for?

“  i'm  tough,  ”  i  whisper. they  nod.  “  i  know  you  are.  ” “  i  can  take  care  of  myself.  ” “  you  have,  ”  they  say.  “  you  still  do.  you  always  will.  i've  just  joined  in,  too.  now  we  take  care  of  each  other.  ”

guess who hasn’t died yayyyyy

coughing . . . absolutely miserable . he needs to call the pharmacy .

fist hitting against his own chest as he coughs again , sighing . he turns to simply look around , not expecting two eyes to be staring back . he screams , flailing and falling off the couch , which causes another coughing fit .

sitting up quickly , pounding once again on his chest as he speaks . “ j-jesus christ , kid — ! “

. . . * 💧 he sighs , getting up slowly and walking over to the window . clearing his throat before opening it . “ . . . what ? “

“ ‘m fine . don’t worry about it . what did you come here for ? “ he asks somewhat hoarsely , tilting his head at them .

“ oh . . . yeah , I haven’t seen them in a few hours . but yeah , it’s fine . I just need to do a treatment . do you want something to drink while you stalk me , or — ? “ he says jokingly , a wheezy chuckle leaving him followed by a small cough .

sighing , shaking his head as he also goes over to the kitchen . he shrugs in response to their question , humming softly . “ I dunno . either I’m too tired to deal with it , or I’ve finally accepted the fact that you’re just part of whatever this is now . “

am i attractive? tell me， am i good enough?

you are dearer to me than myself.

we’re so back