worst feeling is knowing there's non disordered people who r thinner than you

honestly i dont even wanna eat when my fast is over but im almost fainting and i have work tomorrow 💀 gonna break fast with some oats tomorrow morning as my omad

omad before work i still feel weak i can barely walk because my legs are so weak but i dont feel faint anymore

all blue omad 😝 348 cals these chips r so good

my ultimate motivation to starve

logging back into edtwt after swearing i was gonna recover is so humbling, anyways im fasting 19/48hrs done 🧟‍♀️

does anyone else get freaked out abt eating more than the packet serving size says,,,, im omading 400ish cals but the packet says this is two serves worth i feel so big

one thing i can thank my ed for is that i actually love veggies now when i never did before..... i never knew veggies could taste so good im fucking up a whole bowl of plain mixed veggies rn its so yummy

putting on cute outfits and cute nails keeps me alive 💗

"brat summer!!" yeah smth like that..

hahah i cant lose thigh fat hahaha i wanna kms

the combo of ED + having braces has given me insane sugar phobia. even when i let myself eat at just below maintenance i cannot bring myself to eat sugary foods. wish i could enjoy and nice fruit juice or chocolate without freaking out just thinking about it

i have been ED recovered for almost a year gained 7kg but i am happier than ever i feel beautiful with a boyfriend who thinks im beautiful ive been successful in my studies (graduated!) and my career it does get better, skinny is not all you'll ever be, or all you ever have to be