Being 41 weeks pregnant and going through this emotional drain is not it, I never felt so alone in my life! I honestly do need help 🙁 this feels like crap!
When Kenia was born Kevin filled my face with sopping kisses😭😭😭 I wouldn’t trade that moment for anything. He’s reaction and the way he treated me was so priceless💓🫶🏽
I pumped 3 times already, nursed like 5 times since 5am, went on a mile walk with Virlan played with Virlan at the park came back home (another mile) went to the mall for like 4 hours just walking around looking for a god dam dress for this Saturday 😵💫😵💫😵💫 I’m so fucking tired
I keep remembering the day Kenia was born 🥹 and how I swore back-and-forth that she was gonna be so tiny giving that I didn’t gain so much weight. Verse the belly I made for Virlan.. I was thrown off when the scale marked 9.5 pounds 😭