So we got the invite. I'm not about to tell the rest of the family what to do, but I personally will not be going. I've not liked what I've seen from either of them lately to be able to keep my mouth shut around them.

//okay, i'm being dead serious here... On a scale from 1 to "Seriously, KYS so we don't bother with you ever again", how bad a person am I really?

Think it’s time I stopped being so closed off. I’ve had enough time to reflect on my mistakes.

//the latter three don’t surprise me, but Harper... it sounded like WWE were trying to force him to stay as long as they could. I wonder what caused them to change their minds.

My #WifeCrushEveryday hates sometimes that I take pictures like this, but I think even the #GoddessOfLight needs reminded that while the world sees the glamour and confidence, I witness her strength and determination every day. This is when she’s at her most beautiful to me.

//literally almost every thing I’ve written in the last decade. So many ideas and ambitions only to realize it’s not going to be received well at all because of those ambitions, even in my personal works.

//I never thought I’d say this... but I think it’s time to change out JDF. He’s been my mainstay for years, but it’s time to switch things up. And given the SLs, I think I know exactly who to go to. I think it’s going to be an interesting trip for JMC and Farrah.

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So can we just talk about how knockout my wife is both physically and mentally? My #GoddessOfLight always floors me, but this outfit she’s got planned for tomorrow is next-level stunning. And for the record, yes, we’ve been told this is okay. #FerociousFriday #FarrahFriday

While I’m happy for you, I can’t help but feel a little cut on one aspect of this. I won’t mention why, rather not being down your mood, but... Let’s just say I’m kinda glad I’ve been isolated from the public face for a while.

I’m sorry, interjecting into Stacy’s moment was wrong for me to do. But when the goal she has a chance of achieving was the same reason why Jamilyn even joined HYBRID to begin with, you could forgive me for being a little depressed that she never got that same opportunity.

//spent NYE in the hospital with my almost 15 year old son who tried to blackmail me to avoid getting admitted to a behavioral health center because of his drug use, cutting, and mental instability. 2020 is already looking like a shit year for me, and we’re not even 3 days in.

//I apparently picked the wrong day to log back into efed Twitter.

The more I see the current state of the industry, the less I miss it. Listening to Farrah Jessica Cornett about retiring while I could use my hand was the smartest thing I’ve done in two decades. It’s just a shame I couldn’t make smarter decisions when they really mattered.

//I’m getting very glad 98% of my past efed writings are no longer available because of deleted board/site hosts. The kinds of things I was writing back then would have gotten me permanently banned today. I clearly didn’t know any better. Thank heavens for maturity & evolution.

//my son put a knife to my throat Tonight in front of my wife. My 2020 is already fucked, and we’re not even three weeks into January yet.

//...okay. That just sealed the deal. Any reservations I had about dropping this hobby have now officially been wiped clean. Goodbye, e-fedding. It’s been a fun two decades, but it’s time I move on to something different.

Whoever told the newest singer in my company this is fired the moment I learn who they are. And given our restricted schedules, that won't take long. I have zero tolerance for remarks like this about appearance, especially when my wife is used as the example.