my speciality

but who am i without what have been through

lowkey hurt but oh well that’s life

I love that I’m not a casual person. Yes it IS that serious. Yes I DO care & things mean A LOT to me so I act like it. Everything it’s important!

Aaaaaand for my next trick I'm going to build my walls so high so that no one can get in But I can't get out either

im so ashamed of wanting, such a basic human emotion but feels so shameful. wanting to be loved wanting to be beautiful wanting to have friends wanting to be adored wanting comfort wanting safety wanting to feel ok in my own body. want to feel better. why do i feel so greedy

SOMEBODY SAID, “STOP REMINDING ME OF HOW STRONG I AM WHEN I COME TO YOU FOR A SAFE SPACE TO BE WEAK,” AND NOW THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE SAYING

christmas spirit

I could be happy af and my face will still look like this

actually no one see you at your WORST like your coworkers do LMAAOO

all my issues root from the loneliness i felt as a child

i know you cannot make someone choose you. i know that. but there is a particular kind of grief that comes with having been fully willing to burn everything down for a person who was not willing to take a single step in your direction.