was telling someone that i will literally have no place to live in 43 days now, & they told me to 'trust in god'. told them i was an atheist. their response "trust me, you need god". so i need something that i just said doesn't exist? guess i really am fucked 🙄😒

why is this the first time i'm hearing/seeing this song? 👏 youtu.be/OjTgUdQlLtI

i'd like to make some attempt at getting back to streaming, but can't finish my bg3 run unless i uninstall stuff, & can't try the new xpacs for rimworld or gw2 since i can't afford them 🥺

i can kind of stream a bit again, but all i have are old games no one cares about watching it seems 😢

so, i really do wanna finish my durge playthru finally, but i really DON'T want to have to uninstall everything on my pc so i have room for bg3 again. found an external hard drive thing for only $30 (plus shipping), which could help. of course, it's not like i actually HAVE $40😥

been streaming at least every other nite, if not every nite, & still a long, long way from being able to afford the external hard drive i need to be able to FINALLY finish my durgeXastarion run from ages ago without uninstalling everything. may just have to cave & do so anyway 😰

too depressed, tired & in pain to stream, yet i know i should force myself to do so in order to have any hope of eventually making any tiny amount of money to help get any of the things i need to feel any better at all 😣

could some fellow rimworld player explain to me how to get this 'not connected' warning to go away? 🤔

yay the sanguophage feed relationship mod not only makes it possible for your vamps to autonomously bite ppl when they need to, but it also does something else that makes them at least a little closer to the way they should be when you actually follow the proper (vtm) rules!

i'm officially freaking out: my 5.5 yr old pc has started to randomly make really loud grinding noises, not even just when i have a game on. it's not even warm to the touch or anything, but the noise is awful. & if it's dyin? well, i literally CANNOT live without a pc, period 😭

Omg.... youtu.be/Wsk5VhZevUs?si…

Still, absolutely adore this movie to this day. Happy 50th Anniversary! youtu.be/zYYZ9O5s9Tk?si…

randomized my guardian for a new bg3 run, & this one turned out so hot it's infuriating (considering) 😒