And I wonder what it is like, to be chosen? I was never chosen, I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

i wanna die i wAnna leave i wanna disappear from everything

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FUBR

everyday i’m alone

i need dick

i wish you came so much sunday i’m crying but i blocked you instead.. so i guess that means either i’m getting stronger or weaker - weaker meaning i don’t wana live dying

ive been praying for a hug from you so if i blocked you it means i’ve given up no hope numb done

i’ve never felt so alone i just want my parents to come back but they are better without me everyone is they tell me i don’t know why i’m so bad but i’m sorry i’m so sorry

i just need a hug and a friend screaming but no one no one cares

like knowing you have failed everything and the harder you try the worse you are and your never going to be enough no cares except you parents but it kills you your failing them i can’t breathe it breaks my heart i want to leave but i love them

i don’t wana be alone with myself i hate myself

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I could really use a hug right now

And if I changed my hair, and the way that I talk, and if I got new friends, and if I changed everything, my whole fucking life would you please love me then?

I only regret when I’m too nice. Never when I’m mean

If your phone doesn’t ring when you’re struggling, remember to not pick up the calls when you’re winning.