"you handled it so well" no i didn’t i went insane, lost my spark, distanced myself from everyone and hated myself.

Nobody talks about the stage of grief where you can't even talk about it to anyone anymore because everyone expects you to be getting over it but it still runs through your mind everyday.

"you handled it so well" no i didn’t i went insane, lost my spark, distanced myself from everyone and hated myself.

How you mad at me for distancing myself from you but not mad at yourself for not correcting your behavior that i've stated was an issue???

A man will do what’s best for him every single time and not lose a minute of sleep about how it affected you. He’ll lie, move weird, disappear, double back and still be peaceful. Meanwhile you up stressing, replaying conversations, trying to figure out where you went wrong.

Girl, you're crying over a man who never had a woman better than you. Move on.

I've already given it my all this week and it's only Tuesday.

how it feels like losing interest in everything

unfortunately, i'm a girl who takes words to heart so yes, i remember every little thing you said and it stuck with me, whether it was good or bad..

Cuando todos tus seres queridos piensan que los estás ignorando cuando solo estás librando la batalla más grande de tu vida en secreto

sometimes you gotta be disrespectful to show them how respectful you have been

me cheering up also me at other people: night:

The person you are missing today is making a conscious decision each day to not have you in their life and that's all the closure you need.