I need to Lock In bro

wanting to sh is crazy while being an actor because i literally just can’t because of costuming at least not on my arms where i like to do it

hello chat fr this time my life is falling apart and i relapsed on sh so im going to starve myself until somebody pays attention to me probably

trying to focus on eating healthy and getting nutrients instead of starving too much

im back again but fr this time maybe

i had a banana :p

had eggs and yogurt and cheese last night, trying to eat as clean as i can :/

crazy appearance on my part im back……..

had yogurt, strawberries, apple juice, and mushrooms today….

only apple and carrots today,,,

perks of ⭐️ving is that i look in the mirror and don’t totally hate my body

feasting

dinner

lunch yay

burned 156 on the treadmill today,, ate yogurt, some carrots, applesauce, and pierogis,,,,,, god bless

had yogurt, banana and strawberry smoothie, applesauce, some cheese, and mac n cheese,, gonna walk a lot tmr to burn the last one 😞 it was to stop suspicion