MY THIGHS STILL RUB WHEN I WALK

how it feels to post a bc on here

its sad because i dont hate myself yet i can see one wrong angle and completely hate my body.

is there a form of bpd splitting that is specifically for looking at your body? cause i feel like whatever that is i got that lol

been on edtwt more than 3 years now and im still not uw

how it feels being on edtwt with ppl doing everything frm pursuing psychology degrees to livetweeting smoking crack but we're all united by this fuckass illness

i hate how female western celebrities are shaped by surgery and the sad part is that i will never be able to tell if thats my personal opinion or the disorder talking.

me every time im reminded i weigh more than kpop boys

i cant tell if my stomach looks slightly smaller like i THINK so but im also mad dysmorphic and don’t really change significantly

whatever im doing ig i should keep at it so i can continue rounding out my hips

there’s grown MEN that weigh less than me

me trying to sneak in on #edtwt with my bmi

the way i changed my eating habits to try and meet nutritional goals makes me actually have to TRY and eat its insane😭😭😭these past 3 days ive forgotten to eat and its even more distressing because it means im not reaching my goals

unfortunately the more i reach my physical mental and spiritual goals the bitchier i become to the people around me.