I passed the OSCE!! I am so, so relieved, honestly thought I'd failed.

I had a shower and caught sight of my body in the mirror with all my tattoos and I had a thought that I actually don't mind my body for the first time ever! Tattoos have really helped me in ED recovery.

Christmas tree up!! 🎄✨

Fixation is so, so intense atm and it's really hard to manage. Feels like my chest is being ripped out and it really, really hurts. She can't see me before Christmas and feeling really abandoned and rubbish. Hate my brain 😞

I wish my emotions would catch up with my rational brain 😞

So apparently I'm in the top 0.05% of Taylor Swift listeners!

Last exam tomorrow and it's anatomy and physiology which I find really hard 😔 can't wait till it's over!!

Passed my anatomy and physiology exam!! Officially finished the first semester of uni and I am so, so relieved (and exhausted) 😴

I have somehow lost 300 followers overnight. I'm not bothered about how many followers I have but now I'm really worried I've said something to upset people 😞 feeling v v anxious.

Great opportunity to help shape next year's Eating Disorders Awareness Week by taking this short survey from Beat

Full moon 🌕

Just found out I got 82 in my last essay which is the highest mark I've ever got and have managed to get a first in all of my modules this term! Honestly have no idea how that happened but I am so, so relieved and grateful 💜

My brain wasn’t able to recover at this point and I think for me being discharged at a lower weight than my body wanted to be at also kept me stuck half way into recovery for many years.. I blamed the lack of psychological treatment but …

Sorry I've been quiet on here recently, got a lot of big changes (my partner is moving in this week, getting a dog next week, going on placement soon) which are all positive but a lot to get my head around as an autistic person. So I'm still here, just overwhelmed and exhausted!

Reflecting on 2024 and I realised it's my first full year in ED recovery and I am so grateful. Never thought I'd manage a full year and I'm determined to keep going. I'm in the best place mentally I have ever been in thanks to MBT and I really want to carry that on into 2025 🤞

My new puppy Elsa 🐶💜 I love her so much!!

All of my babies together 🐶💜😻

Weekend vibes 🐶💜🥰🌈✨

Finding uni really, really hard atm 😞 I don't understand any of my modules and we have so much homework and reading to do and I can't keep up. And I'm going on placement next month but it's a 40 min drive away and I have CFS and get exhausted driving. No idea what to do!

Hi online friends!! I haven't been on here in AGES 😞 been v overwhelmed with uni and placement and coming off meds but really missed everyone and would love to hear from anyone who remembers me. Hope you are all ok 💜