why was i born to be me? why does it hurt so much?

if saving you is a sin, i'll gladly become a sinner.

i desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

⠀ . . a nice car . really ? what’s she going to do with a car ? drive them into buildings ? ⠀

⠀ yeah no she’s not getting a car . he’d like to live a few more years , thanks 🙄 ⠀

⠀estelleִᝰ⠀.ᐟ⠀⠀ the way we slip back so easily and naturally too ..

⠀ and here he thought she wanted his attention 🙄 but clearly she’s wasting his time and is plotting his murder 😒 ⠀

⠀estelleִᝰ⠀.ᐟ⠀⠀ when we actually write them too then what .. 🫢

⠀ and this is why he hopes she does not get nice things 😁👍 . . is she asking him out ? 🤨 ⠀

⠀ “ watch a movie ? or something ? ” is not asking if he’s hungry and wants to get food 🥱 oh good —- he’d hate if it was a date ⠀

⠀ hmm . . better , he supposes 🥱 and he’s feeling generous so she can pick the movie they watch 🥱 ⠀

⠀ ANYTHING but rom–com . ⠀

⠀ and he’s watching it WITH her 😒 he believes he should have some say in what movie they watch 😒 ⠀

⠀ and to think she’s a nephilim 😒 half the things she sees in horror movies are fake and greatly exaggerated 😒 ⠀

⠀ again —- to THINK she’s a shadowhu—- wait , HOW is being around HIM a jumpscare ? 😠 ⠀

⠀ if she needed a lawyer present then that means she therefore cannot argue her own point which then also therefore means , that her claim is false . so therefore , point NOT taken ⠀

⠀ change of topic —- well , that certainly confirms what she said is false . but yes , yes —- they can go and get food already because he is in an exceptionally good mood that she dug herself a hole that she can’t get out of 😁 ⠀