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โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ € โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €isnโ€™t that sweet? โ €โ €๐ข ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ .โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €

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calendar_today07-02-2025 15:07:48

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โ€œIโ€™m having bad cravings. I keep zoning out and all I can think about is getting high.โ€ letting out a small cry she clung tighter onto jo.

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โ€œsheโ€™s busy. sheโ€™ll be busy with link or work or scout and scout needs her.โ€ she let out a little sob as she squeezed tighter, burying her face into joโ€™s shoulder. โ€œI donโ€™t know why this is happening againโ€” Iโ€™m.. Iโ€™m scared.โ€

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โ€œmaybe.โ€ she whispered as she sniffed a little, nodding her head. โ€œpleaseโ€” please can you see if she can come? but donโ€™t worry her.โ€

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โ€œitโ€™s okay. thank you, jo.โ€ she whispered as she used her sleeve to wipe her eyes, glancing to the couch as she nodded and moved across the room. โ€œdo youโ€” can you hug me when youโ€™ve tried my mom?โ€

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โ€œI know. sheโ€” she wonโ€™t get mad at you. I promise.โ€ elle reassured quickly as she reached up to wipe her eyes again. the urges stronger than theyโ€™d be in a long time. โ€œI just.. I need to make sure I donโ€™t but itโ€™s so hard.โ€

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she nodded but fell silent to allow jo to finish texting her mother. biting on her fingernails, she almost dropped straight on the woman when she sat down but refrained in order to not freak her out. โ€œcan I cuddle you now? itโ€™s okay if I canโ€™t or you want me to not.โ€

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within seconds, she was leaping into joโ€™s arms, squeezing her tightly in her embrace. she knew she couldnโ€™t be alone right now. she knew it wasnโ€™t safe. but jo was comforting in a way she couldnโ€™t explain when her mom couldnโ€™t be there. โ€œIโ€™m sorry for this.โ€ she whispered.

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โ€œusually I wouldnโ€™t. Iโ€™d have just turned to popping oxy.โ€ she admitted openly as she closed her eyes, trying her hardest to relax and drag her mind away from thinking of the thing she craved more than ever.

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she held onto jo with a death grip, closing her eyes tightly however relaxing just a little at the feeling on her hair. โ€œcanโ€” can I nap here with you? just until my mom gets here or.. or if she says she canโ€™t come?โ€

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โ€œthank you, jo.โ€ she whispered as she released a shaky breath, her grip never loosening on the woman. โ€œI canโ€™t stop thinking of my dad.โ€ she admitted quietly.

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โ€œI know. I justโ€” I..โ€ she frowned as she opened her eyes slowly again. โ€œI know Iโ€™m not alone.. sometimes, I just like to get high to try and figure out what was so much better than spending a lifetime with mom and I.โ€

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โ€œalcohol has always been my poison.โ€ she began softly, beginning to open up when she felt safe. โ€œbut sometimes the alcohol doesnโ€™t do enough and getting high just.. it feels right.โ€ she frowned as she tightened her hold on jo. โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€

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โ€œI just donโ€™t want my mom to hate me. or start getting mad orโ€” or to be disappointed in me.โ€ she began again as she began tearing up almost immediately, a salted tear dripping down her cheek as she sat up to look at jo. โ€œI hate being a disappointment. I hate it.โ€

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as soon as the tears began to fall, it felt impossible to stop them. her sobs beginning to grow in volume although she tried desperately to keep them bay.. trying to keep herself calm. โ€œI feel like a disappointment.โ€ she choked out as she reached for jo again.

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โ€œI needโ€” I haveโ€”โ€ unable to finish her sentence and after having the permission to let it out felt like everything she needed to hear as her arms clung incredibly tightly around jo. she buried her face into her shoulder as she sobbed loudly acting to muffle the noise.