And I know things now to treat you better then Treat you better than

You cannot isolate me past the walls that I have built

You’re an agent of chaos And I was your stupid little game

And there's a part of me that stays that way Down to the last, the last fucking drop

Hard times are all I've had

Did I have a plan or was it all for show, am I faking it all

And I Can’t seem to catch myself and I’ll break my nose Open right on the pavement

They said that you might have your flaws, but I didn't listen And I bowed at the base of your feet, like some sort of lost kitten

I wanna smell like roses

I wanna pasteurize your words to make them drinkable I wanna die

Am I delaying the inevitable?

I'm fishing into the zeitgeist and I'm only pulling out clichés I can't shake this empty feeling that I'm an actor on a setting stage

And maybe in the next it'll find himself a little bit and fix this God knows that I feel the same

They said that you might have your flaws, but I didn't listen

I hope that one day the weight of my body in these seats Will feel just right

'Cause when you break what can’t be broken There are people who get hurt And those people really need support right now

And I might be flying home today, but I'm not going home 'cause everything I thought I knew has proven to be wrong

I cast a stone out on the water And it came back to me

Is this my statue crumbling beneath my faded jaded marble eyes

I’m wasting away but I guess it’s kinda my fault You only get in what you put back