- Had been out every night since we had recovered from the drive from Forks to New York. It was great. I hadn’t been out getting drunk and -

- Actually enjoying myself without having to worry about rent, Work or making sure my room mate didn’t drown in her own sick, This wasn’t -

- Me dismissing my time at The Lair. It was great it was amazing. I had enjoyed it. But enjoying the nightlife was better. So much better -

- There was one club in particular that Hero had taken a shine to he seemed to know people there and me, I went along for the ride. It -

- Was probably a case of blind faith but with the alcohol, The drugs and the music I wasn’t arguing. I mean really who would. I had gone -

- And placed Forks at the back of my mind. It was who I was anymore, I didn’t know who I was but it wasn’t the girl from forks]

#AddictedAndArmed

[There were fingers tracing over the tattoos on my arms while more played with my hair, I had been awake twenty minutes and I was frozen -

- In place. Things always happened unexpectedly, Me moving to Washington State, Getting shot. Moving to New York. But those had once been -

- Quick possibilities, What hadn’t been, What never entered my mind was doing lines with with Hero then waking up to him beside me, Naked. -

- This was a new line of shit I had found myself in. I made a habit of closing myself off. Not getting close. But ever since the night in -

- The Lair, Since I got shot. Ever since Hero entered my life, He has been working his way in closer, Becoming someone I needed and I liked-

- It. He did make me feel good, His hands against my skin felt good. But I didn’t expect this. I didn’t know what to say to him. What did -

- I say to someone who i had fucked while high? Jesus . Things between us shouldn’t be this awkward but was. I needed him to sleep so I -

- Could slip out of the room and in for a shower. That’s what I needed, But as if he could hear my thoughts, Hero unwound himself from my -

- Body which allowed me to roll over onto my stomach dropping an arm over the side of the bed, Once he had closed the door behind him I had-

- Been able to breathe finally and gather my jumbled thoughts]

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