it's not stimulant abuse it's energy maxxing

april feels so long i've lived a thousand different lives this month alone

being paranoid is funny bc like what if i'm right

Here's an ad I just made for BIC

me waiting for july 31st

something always happens later in the day after my therapy appointment that i have to be forced to let linger in my mind for the next 2 weeks until i go again, i need her on call 24/7 but maybe being forced to sit with things really is the whole point

raw dogging sleep tonight (i have no more sleeping pills)

yup

im still the same but only entirely different

didn’t kill myself in april

guys give yourself a pat on the back for surviving april cause why was that the worst month ever

busy weekend

doing cardio as a malnourished nicotine addict

everyone in my psych office is on one today and im allowed to say that bc i am also here but damn this waiting room is overstimulating tf out of me

Put me unmedicated in a room with RFK Jr. for 30 mins and he’ll come out saying we need Lexapro in the drinking water

went to the Shut the Fuck Up factory and they said ur late for ur shift