when hongjoong said something like “even when you leave i hope you still have good memories of us” it felt like he was talking to me directly 😭 like alright big dawg

cuz now i see people around my age on here and i go “i am so glad i didn’t end up like you” or “i am so glad i grew out of this” 😭😭😭

even when i’m entirely gone from kpop and moved on in life, yall are still gonna be my goats fr ATEEZ(에이티즈)

girl i need a new screen protector

i knew i would get reactions like this, but im happy im outgrowing it because of what it means for me personally. it’s literally just me being happy i don’t have to rely on something to stay alive anymore or cope. i have no ill feelings towards ateez

no no, it’s much deeper than that 😭 it’s due to an unhealthy attachment not because i’m just getting older

this is partially how it is for me. i got into stan twt when i was severely depressed. i lost interest in everything and solely relied on fandom culture and whatnot. it kept me alive but it didn’t improve my mental health and life outside the way i wanted to