mother, may i ruin their life?

everything i ever did, i did for her. now she’s gone, but i’m still here.

this is how you become holy: first you become empty,

the first to betray me was a god, my creator… my mother.

⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ֯ ⁎ ،̲،̲ 𝑴𝑨𝑽 .ᐟ & ꩜ ⋮ 𓏲 𝐀𝐍͜͡𝐂𝕴ᴱᴺᵀ ┈ ˢᴾ𝐔𝐍ᥫ᭡ !͟! ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀

ㅤ oh. i should go back to bed it seems. ㅤ

⠀bergamot⠀.ᐟ⠀ carrd coming soon 😋

ㅤ 𖠄 ྀྀ⠀ཾ༵ ･ ً. ㅤ

ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ ꩜ ⋮ 𓏲 𝐀𝐍͜͡𝐂𝕴ᴱᴺᵀ ┈ ˢᴾ𝐔𝐍ᥫ᭡ !͟! ᅠ ᅠ

ㅤ he’s. all the way across town. ( … ) i guess. i mean, yes of course. i don’t mind, he probably wants to see you, too. ㅤ

ㅤ no, no. maverik is our friend, we might as well say hi before we do anything, right? i’m assuming you haven’t visited him yet…? ㅤ

ㅤ if he doesn’t cry when he sees you, it’ll be awesome, yep. ( … ) i may just wait in the car when we go. ㅤ

ㅤ ( slow blink. nodding. ) of course i am. no reason to not be. ㅤ

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you're too gentle for your own good.

it occurs to me that if i kill him， i can finally stop thinking about him. if i kill him， i won't have to feel like this anymore.

⠀ 𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐏. 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃 ⠀