&&. i only have a brief outline of his backstory rn but i’ll get to writing it eventually !

&&. MUSIC MAKE YOU LOSE CONTROL

⠀ blues glance through an open window , toward the night sky . illumated by the light of the moon and the many stars surrounding it . within all of it , he spots her constellation . he never fails to , though he wishes he could . it’s almost as if she follows him . . . ⠀

&&. chapter 1 of his backstory is up , mainly covering his parents and his brother . some trauma but the hellfire doesn’t come in until chapter 2 :) herinferno.carrd.co

⠀ mm . it’s cold . ⠀

⠀ oh , the harbingers are being stupid . but then , what else is new ? ⠀

⠀ oh , am i being ridiculed ? really , i just find it funny that they continue to openly act like fools . it’s unbelievable that out of anyone in snezhnaya , our tsaritsa picked 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 . ⠀

⠀ as if i’d ever let you lay a finger on me . go on and play with your other toys instead , crazy . ⠀

⠀ . . . it’s 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 . yes , childe does tend to act before he thinks more often than the others , but they are all like that as well from time to time . ⠀

⠀ as if . ⠀

⠀ those 𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒔 of yours that are actually willing . you don’t scare me , by the way . how strange of you to think that . ⠀

⠀ i’m only pointing out a fact . ⠀

⠀ one that i am sure most would agree with . ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀i thought i was a ⠀⠀⠀𝖋𝖔𝖔𝖑 for 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 ; ⠀⠀⠀baby , i’m a 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 ⠀⠀⠀for you . ⠀☼ ༄ 𝐒𝐘𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 —— ⠀⠀⠀you’re the 𝖖𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧 ⠀⠀⠀of the 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 , ⠀⠀⠀how long before ⠀⠀⠀you tell 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉 ? ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ this is a 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 of ⠀⠀⠀ the heart , with no ⠀⠀⠀ intent to 𝐟𝖆𝐥𝐥 𝖆𝐩𝖆𝐫𝐭 ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ☼ ༄ 𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐈 —— ⠀⠀⠀ i don’t 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 like i’m ⠀⠀⠀ even 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 ; you may ⠀⠀⠀ just watch me ⠀⠀⠀ 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫 . ⠀

⠀ no one truly understands the 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 that others feel . no matter how hard you may try ? so why try at all when doing so is basically 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 ? and the ones who do accept help , do not accept it fully . strange . ⠀