anne’s words really hurt me, because she is right. that was just a boy, a boy with a dream and who got f*cked by the industry and were let down by so many. in my heart i just feel like he deserved things to go differently, he deserved to get help. this just feels… wrong.

my mom said to me “try and think about something else” and that’s when it dawned on me why this is so hard. as insane as it is, one direction has been on my mind in some capacity on a constant basis for YEARS and now this is all i will be able to think about when i think of them

You will find me, in places that we’ve never been, walking in the wind 🕊️💔 #OneDirection

josh from union j posted this on his instagram story and... yes 💔

I don't want to hear anyone forcing Louis to talk about this. don't forget what happened the last time when Louis was forced to talk about his grief. he owns us NOTHING !!

i can’t stop being on here. like i need to stop looking and consuming everything but i just can’t. im like so compelled to scroll constantly and it feels unbearably alone to stop

trying to explain this grief to anyone outside of the fandom is exhausting

Please stop scrolling. You’ve had enough sadness for today. Put down your phone, take care of yourself, and try to find some peace in this short life

i thought i kinda had processed what happened but i am completely back where i started right now

the fact that paul higgins was there waiting for each of the boys as they arrived to walk them in, a familiar face who they spent so many precious years with, a man who understands what they’re going through, is so special. protected them as teens, now protecting them as adults❤️‍🩹

One life for the two of us ✨

if we could only have this life for one more day🤍

Zayn Malik's tribute to Liam Payne at his concert in Leeds tonight. 🤍🕊️

i fear if i was famous i would def be Taylor at award shows, just drinks and vibes

she looks like she’s about to call every chiefs player by their government name 😭

torn between not wanting to miss liam’s tribute at the brits and not being strong enough to watch liam’s tribute at the brits

Thank you BRIT Awards . Beautiful tribute. Miss you always brother x