KEEP MY WIFE'S NAME OUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH

literally everyone in my life enables my disordered habits im never getting better

my sketchbook is a literal biohazard

my friend keeps talking about how hes starving himself and how hes locked in im trying not to go insane

hes making me so suicidal i hate having disordered friends #KillMe

like yes i wanted to know youre eating Nothing and going on the treadmill for 1 hour today thanks for telling me that unprovoked i hope i die

almost done my fast idk if i should just sleep or eat after

i hate having an eating disorder but i have no reason to recover

friend just helped me relapse tremendously 😂#Thanks

the rise of skinniness again is fucking me up can y'all make being curvy and body positivity trendy again so im thinner than average and not the damm average thank you

Months

Addicted to them

im very disappointed in myself✌️i have no self control, im gaining weight every day, i haven’t restricted seriously in 8 months i barely have an ed anymore and its driving me crazy

binging at the mall and everyone is staring at me im so fucking scared