... wow, rude? Guess I'll just die

Good maybe I'll get frozen under the water

// ummm hi

// deal

︎ ─ Samu ͝ †།

it took many years of vomiting up all the filth i'd been taught about myself， and half-believed， before i was able to walk on this earth as though i had a right to be here.

i tried so hard to prove that i was more than everyone thought but they were right.

you know me， i'm better at being brothers with ghosts．

just let me cry a little bit longer. i ain't gonna smile, if i don't want to.

these past few months, i have twenty⎯six times thought to slit my wrists𓈒 fifteen times i thought to slash open my throat𓈒

//I want to wrap mirai up in a big blanket and dote on her

these past few months, i have twenty⎯six times thought to slit my wrists𓈒 fifteen times i thought to slash open my throat𓈒

⠀ 𓅛 ┈─ ─ Samu ⊱ ۫ ׅ