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"No. They wouldn't tell me anything about you. They kept me as far away from you and in the dark about you as much as they possibly could." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"Blamed you— how did I blame you? I tried my damnedest to get you out but when they figured out that there was something between us they took me off immediately and threw everything I said out the window." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"I had nothing to do with that, Malcolm! I didn't even know you had been arrested until I got to headquarters! I didn't want you to go, Malcolm, how much more obvious can I make it?" He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. "What did they do to you, Mal?" x.com/Convictedsin/s…

Hearing that and /seeing/ the scar amongst the others his body was littered with made Cam break. "M-mal, I.." He didn't know what to say as he reached out and ran a hand over the scar. "I'm so sorry.. Fuck, this is all my fault, I'm so sorry.." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

He pulled his hand away and looked away, feeling his eyes well with tears. "I'm sorry.. I fucked up. I fucked up big time, I'm so sorry.." He rubbed his face to wipe the tears subtly. x.com/Convictedsin/s…

He sniffled and looked at him, a couple tears straying down his cheeks. "I thought you hated me. I didn't think you ever wanted to see me again.. Especially now that I know what they did to you because of me.. How could you still want to see me, let alone /love/ me..?" x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"A long time.." He sniffled and wiped his eyes. "But they did all that to you because of me, Mal.. I wouldn't want to see me. Hell, I don't think I want to look in the mirror anytime soon." He felt his heart hurting. "I love you, Mal, and they did this to you because of it." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"I'm not much of an emotional guy, Mal, but when it comes to you I can't help it." He sniffled again and wiped his eyes. x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"Making your heart pull?" He looked over, eyes puffy, tensing at his suggestion. "I've been trying.. But its not easy. I'm not using as often as I used to but I can't quit cold turkey, I'm afraid I'll hurt someone— probably myself." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"I know I don't need 'em, Mal.. I know I don't, but quitting cold turkey can be dangerous. I've witnessed people going through withdrawal and that's some scary shit.." He rubbed his face gently. x.com/Convictedsin/s…

He squeezed his eyes shut and wrapped his arms around himself loosely. "I'm.. I'm sorry about that, by the way." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

"After all the shit you've been through and you think you deserved me slapping you?" He shook his head gently. x.com/Convictedsin/s…

He nodded. "I hate it too.. I miss you, Mal. So much.." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

Cam was tearing up again. "I miss calling in sick to work just so I could spend all day with you.." x.com/Convictedsin/s…

Soft squeak. He's shookened. But he welcomes it. "Hello to you, too." x.com/Convictedsin/s…