Just sat here crying. So fucking pathetic.

bf tells me to just cheer up. I'm the one being a bitch.

No I don't compare myself 2 fat people 2 make myself feel thinner it doesn't work like that. I am fat. Other peoples size is irrelevant.

Does anyone else have seriously weird and vivid dreams? Every morning I feel like I didn't sleep cos my dreams are so real.

I love this guy but I'm gonna push him away with my insecurities.

Boyfriends gone to football so I'm going to cleeeeaannn. I have to scrub everything it's driving me mad.

Another day hating how fat I am 💁🏼

You won't recognise me by the end of the week.

First 12 hours of a fast are the hardest.

Too fat for life

Really wish I could just go to bed now

Need to just stay away from food

Family meal. No way I can avoid this 😁

I just need my bed right nowww

It's been six months but I want to cut so badly now. 😞

I complain that I'm lonely and bored but I don't actually want to go out and do anything. The thought of it is stressful.

I really hate relying on other people.

Got the shakes but I just can't eat. I can't do it.

I miss ED everyday but I can't tell anyone

How do you cope with ED and being pregnant?