was it him?

what am i supposed to do rn

i just threw up in the ashtray, ig theres always something new to do

“how to preform a lobotomy” google search

i woke up w the sound of your call but u never really calling me

just tell me what u want from me

as penelope scoot said “in my defense i wasn’t supposed to be around this long”

did he really unfollowed me?

visto o casaco, fico com frio, tiro o casaco fico con frio

yall wasn’t there

i cant sleep without his sweatshirt, i know we will never get through this, i dont believe he will even look st me, but i miss him, i wanted, even though knowing it would end, cause all i wanted was a lifetime w him

ig my head is feeling dizzy and im gonna threw up again

i miss him and i need to fight the urge to call him so imma vent here

shit shit shit

how can i stop the fucking noise

i fucking hate me