+ before my eyes flutter closed.] Scott McCall

[I fell into a sleep only minutes after talking to Scott McCall. I shifted slightly in my dream and slowly my heart beat started to +

+ quicken. My legs kicked out as I became trapped in my nightmare. I shuffle around more and grasped hold of the sheets.] Scott McCall

[I whimper softly and my back arches slightly as I squirm. A few seconds later my eyes shoot open and tears escape. I sob + Scott McCall

+ slightly before I sit up in shock. I inhale deeply as I put my head in my hands before falling back onto the bed + Scott McCall

+ and cuddles closer into Scott McCall for protection.]

[Scott McCall's presence calms me down almost instantly and the feel of his lips soothes me. I look up into his eyes as I whisper +

+ softly to Scott McCall.] I-I don't know... Whenever I close my eyes it repeats. I-I have to die all over again but I don't just see +

+ it. [I look away as I wince slightly, a tear escaping my eye.] I /feel/ it. I think I'm dying again as the pain is + Scott McCall

+ almost unbearable but mainly, I see you Scott McCall. I see how hurt you are and I could practically hear your heart shyster and I-[my+

+ lower lip sinks between my teeth.] I did that to you. Why does it keep replaying? I don't understand Scott McCall.

I just want them to go away. [I cling tightly to Scott McCall. If I let go I was afraid my nightmare would once again become a reality +

+ and I won't let that happen, I won't hurt Scott McCall that way again. I love him and I don't ever want our relationship to change. +

+ I just wish these side affects would go away, there's no telling if they ever will, all I can do is hope.] Scott McCall

You make me feel immortal Scott McCall. [It feels like sparks ran through my veins as we kiss. You make me feel whole.] Please promise+

+ me something Scott McCall... [I glance up to hold your gaze.] Don't leave me. [My voice escapes as a whisper.] I know I can be tough +

+ to put up with but I promise I'll get back in my feet when I fall. I love you Scott McCall and if I lost you I don't think I would +

+ be able to continue. Scott McCall

[I rested my head back on Scott McCall's chest before pressing my lips to it softly. My arms tighten around him as I snuggle further into+

+ Scott McCall.] You are the most amazing boyfriend anyone could ask for, you know that right?