excited for a new day of starving! (i binged to the point of excruciating pain last night) 😊❤️

dining hall breakfast

when i’m happy that i’ve lost weight but i remember that just because im skinniER doesn’t mean im skinny 💔

i hate edtt bc what is this 😭😭😭

ok i’m so locked in this month ok guys im deadass this time

i get unreasonably angry when my skinny bsf doesn’t finish her food. bc she doesn’t!! like ever! she has old fast food bags all around her room and she literally takes two bites and says she’s done like i’m done eating around her it’s so upsetting

everyone wants to go out and eat lately and i’m like… baby… i’m poor and have an ED.

ok guys november orthorexia starting NOW

How it feels seeing that one irl thinspo every day

just saw a photo of me from like september i used to be sooo locked in (i was very miserable) take me back 💔💔💔

anorexia starts tomorrow don’t play

realizing that i can’t recover and also be skinny

You ever see yourself from the side and wonder how anyone could ever love you