§ Things were changing with #Jacob and I couldn't admit to anyone how I really felt. He had always been there for me from the time I was ¢

¢ born even to this day, we spent every waking minute together: running through trees, hunting, swimming, hiking, laughing, hanging out ¢

¢ in #Jacob's garage, even helping me with my homework, although I really did not need the help. My mother and father were always warning ¢

¢ warning me about the day that I would grow to have feelings that were for than just friends, let's face it. I love him. #Rose hated ¢

¢ the idea of #Jacob and I together bound by love, but #Alice had foreseen it before anyone. I had been in the kitchen all day pondering ¢

¢ my own thoughts as well as doing my homework. Things were so jumbled inside my head. Leaning back against the chair I let out a small ¢

¢ exasperated breath than ran my hands through my bronze curled locks. I had decided to take a small break from hanging out with #Jake ¢

¢ but every time I tried to do something for myself my mind wondered back to #Jake's smile, his embrace, his laugh, his touch. Nothing ¢

¢ I had done seemed to take it away. Dad had offered for me to go hunting with him and the rest of the family, but I seemed to be in no ¢

¢ mood. Pushing the chair from the table, I decided to head to the fridge for a soda then make my way back to my studying, and hopefully ¢

¢ clear my mind from #Jake. I wanted to tell him how I felt, but I was afraid of rejection or worse...him pushing away. Taking a sip of ¢

¢ my soda, made me feel a little at ease, but when the family comes home I know my dad would read my mind and how much I would be ¢

¢struggling with my choice and how to tell #Jacob then want to speak to me regarding my thoughts. That was something I definitely ¢

¢ something I needed to prepare for.§

§ End of Solo. Rusty on Renesmee so bare with me.§

Thank you, Bella Swan!

OPEN FEMALE RP ROLE! Looking for a role that will keep me interested with an interesting plot. Help me out please. RT

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||: Meredith Grey here. Looking for other Grey's Anatomy characters to join as well as mains. Help me find my person. RT

It was a loong night...