I am becoming another.

Trawling your dark as owls do.

Paul Nash's 1942 painting 'Follow the Fuhrer Above the Clouds', showing a massive shark accompanying a squadron of German aircraft. © IWM Art.IWM ART LD 7226 <1/2>

We lived deep in a land of optative moods, under high, banked clouds of resignation. A rustle of loss in the phrase Not in our lifetime

need to teach this Mary Oliver poem more often

Now I am quietly waiting for the catastrophe of my personality to seem beautiful again, and interesting, and modern.

oh god it's wonderful to get out of bed and drink too much coffee and smoke too many cigarettes and love you so much

Phoenix