I honestly dk how to flirt. I just become extremely possessive, obsessed and insane over you 😅

Demure, mindful, cutesy? More like demented, deranged, and insane.

“Do I hate them or am I just splitting?” A BPD memoir

There’s nothing wrong with being open about your mental illness. It’s not making it your whole identity, it’s helping ppl to understand you better. Don’t hold back just because it makes ppl uncomfortable, you could save a life.

Me: I need help so bad Someone: do you need help? Me: no I’m fine

Boredom with BPD is torture. It literally makes you feel like spontaneously combusting 😩

I really dislike being an adult. It’s just not my true calling.

I fight with my BPD brain everyday. It tells me I’m unloveable, that everyone hates me. That I’m a reject of society and that I’ll never fit in. That no one will ever stay or truly love me. That I’ll always be this way. I have to remind myself that’s not true every minute. -🧵

I don’t get a break from it. My brain never leaves me alone. It’s a constant battle and it’s exhausting.

It reminds me of all the things I’ve ever done wrong. It reinforces the belief that I’m a terrible person by making me revisit my mistakes over and over again. BPD is so not it.

Consistency is everything to a borderline. Consistent reassurance helps soothe our paranoid thoughts. Consistent love helps soothe our damaged hearts. Consistent understanding makes us feel safe. Having a healthy relationship can actually help the healing process immensely.

When I was younger and had undiagnosed BPD, I would go on rampages of destruction. I felt so angry and misunderstood. I didn’t even understand myself or why I was the way I was. I just knew that I went through things I shouldn’t have and wanted to take my anger out on the world

Little did I know I had a disorder. That the BPD and trauma were causing me to lash out. That all my reactions were actually symptoms and trauma responses. That my brain developed an injury from all the trauma. That it wasn’t my fault.

x.com/thatgrlsanalie… ...my dad

"If it doesn't resonate with your soul, leave it alone. But if it vibrates with your frequency... it's a part of your destiny." ✨🙌🏽💫

x.com/amor_fatti/sta… I always have and always always will love all 6 of my beautiful daughters. I know most of them dont know this fact but i do so so much. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

x.com/NarcissistBox/…

x.com/Noorthevirgo/s… Sure do!