He literally picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder btw. My ed dream happened and I won’t stop thinking about it

eating is not a hobby. fill your time with anything but eating.

First in my bloodline to post about my eating disorder online

anorexia is so humbling bc there's nothing you can do to really rush it. you just gotta NOT EAT and WAIT.

i actually just don’t want a body anymore

being locked in and actually making progress feels so good this is so beyond rewarding so much more rewarding than binging ever was. never again.

I am going to fucking scream

I’m going to be in an endless cycle of trying to recover then relapsing and so on forever and ever I’m terrified

I don’t know if I’m just being dramatic I don’t think I can take this