one reason is probably physiological and another is that it's hard to repeatedly cry about the same thing. you have to keep looking for new triggers, which forces you to overturn every rock in your psyche in a way that meditation doesn't
Art is one of those things, isn't it? My mother used to say that. I used to like Marilyn Manson as a kid. My mother is like there's layers, there's levels - it's not just, you know, oh he took his own rib out to suck his dick. It's about Nietzsche. She told my father that once.
The greatest paradox of health:
1. You need to be self aware so you can listen to your body, make changes and improve yourself.
2. You need to not give a fuck and be carefree - which allows your nervous system to be calm.
The challenge is synthesising the two.
Health optimization comes at a cost.
And that cost affects you on the biophysical level in which there are interactions with mitochondrial bioenergetics, oxidative stress/inflammation, and light/biophotons.
This leads to symptoms that were also found on the left-side of the