My mother died when I was 22, six years ago. I think about her every day and miss her desperately. Days like today I just can't believe I have to spend my whole life never seeing her again. Grief is so hard 💔 I spent 6 years drinking these emotions away, time to face them 😭

Thank you to everyone who responded to my last post ❤ I will reply to each when I can but thanks so much 🙏 It seems that I am finally facing the reality of my life after drowning for so long. Sobriety makes things harder to ignore. Day 10 no drink or bongs #RecoveryPosse

Wanting to read more of my Stephen King novel (Duma Key) but also knowing if I go any further at this time of night I might not sleep 😅 decisions....🤔

At a certain point in your life u just have to come to the realisation that 80% of the people you call friends could care less about your well being or mental health as long as they have someone to drink with on the weekends, get riddd

less “why did this happen to me” and more “what did this come into my life to teach me”.

“Just because you take breaks doesn’t mean you’re broken.” ― Curtis Tyrone Jones

Have been having a pretty hard time recently with my emotions and mental health. I self sabotaged a potential relationship because it seemed easier than waiting for the other person to hurt me eventually. How sad. It has really thrown me emotionally and gotten me down 😔

Sorry if my distance offends you But I heal better in solitude.

Feeling more in control when alone but also feeling lonely, what's up with that? Ugh life

Totally impossible request, but does anyone in Devon or Somerset have a #generator available to power our wedding TODAY? Our wedding venue is without electricity, power, or water and 87 guests were sent to other hotels last night. Power not being restored until at least 6pm.

Treated myself to a lovely new dressing gown which arrived earlier and it's SO SOFT! Just home from work and putting it on is amazing. That's my type of self care right there 😌

It will cost you $0 to retweet my art work 😊❤️ x.com/i/spaces/1kvJp…

One standard bag of cashew nuts: £2.50 One big bag of chocolate buttons: £1, or two bags for £1.50 But eating healthy is apparently an easy option for everyone according to the media... so annoying!

I am back. At last. It hasn't been a total bender period, but I gave up on myself and recovery for a few months. Eventually got fed up of the cycle of shame, guilt, anxiety, drink, shame and on and on again. I'm back, day 5 but it's a shaky Friday. Much love to everyone ❤

Wanted to go to the pub after work, and the reasoning was "I don't want to go home to an empty house." Then I realised: Even if I went to the pub I'd still come home to an empty house but with less money and dignity, along with more shame and calories. Quiet Friday for me then.

Who’s doing sober Saturday with me? 🙋‍♀️ let me hear from ya!! 🎉 #RecoveryPosse #SaturdayVibes #sobriety #odaat

Thank you lots for all the kind responses on my last post. Day 9 here for me and the longest I've gone in a while. I know there are difficult times ahead so I am appreciating the easy days while I can. For some reason, this time I am not getting too many cravings which is a plus.